Expectant Heart vs. Non-expectant Tummy

How does one keep an expectant heart when the rest of the body (Uterus, that means you.) refuses to come in line with that? If you think I'm about to give you the answer, you would be wrong. I was actually kind of hoping y'all might be able to answer it for me.

We got another maybe answer today. The blood work I had drawn on Friday came back just "ok". Maybe you did, maybe you didn't. -pounding head against wall- This really sucks!!!!! Sorry, but I needed to get that out. I am so thankful to have an amazing group of people that I know are praying for me during times like these.

I wish I had some sort of divine wisdom to share, but I'm honestly looking for some for myself this week. Lord, help me to continue to be obedient and trust You...especially when I'd rather just say screw it.

Since ancient times no one has heard, no ear has perceived, no eye has seen any God besides you, who acts on behalf of those who wait for him. (Isaiah 64:4 NIV)